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For right now, I will be stopping my Xanga journal. I won't be writing in here as of today. If you want to read my journal entries, go to http://www.myspace.com/eiriyuki . I find myself more active in there than anywhere else, so it just lessens the whole repetitive typing of what's going on in my life. If MySpace ends up dying or getting shut down, I will come back to Xanga, so I guess I'll just keep all my current entries here and just let my journal Idle until otherwise. I love you all and hope everything goes good in ur life. If u want to comment or see pictures of me, my boyfriend and others, or wanna see what's going on in my life, then just go to the link above. I'm not sure, but you MIGHT have to create an account there...don't worry, it's free and it's a really nice community ^^
Take care everyone <3
~Justin | | |
| Here again. With nothing new to report except for fact it was my
birthday March 29th..turned 17..woo >.> And also, Happy Birthday
Jenn (whose was on the 28th). This Friday, I'm having birthday party so
hopefully things go ok..Right now, I'm feeling really depressed and
sad...and I'm not entirely sure why...maybe it's because of what
recently happened in my life and then things turned around, which I
wasn't surprised, because I know my life hates me, and things always
turn out bad for me in the end, which I'm slowly getting used to
btw...it's just...it's so fucking hard dealing with this bullshit.
I'm...so young...yet I have all these major problems, dealing with
relationships and even my own fucking health...I'm 17 and have to get
checked for 4-5 major things that could possibly kill me...how fun is
that? I'm honestly surprised that I don't have any gray hair...I stress
far beyond what normal teenagers are supposed to stress and I wake up
each day, wondering if my body will be ok....praying that I don't throw
up...just trying to push myself each day to get thru school and just to
get home and listen to music or read books...which is like the only
thing that can calm my nerves or ends up making me cry...i got my
health insurance back but i just have to wait til an appointment is
made til i can go back and get results on whether or not I have
Anemia...i'm just so...tired...both physically and mentally...it's like
my whole world is crashing down on me...and its like no matter how much
I try to pick myself up from each blow, I'm getting hit harder and
harder and I end up staying on teh ground, crying, just so close to
giving up...I just don't know how much I can take...I'm in enough pain
as it is
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| Woohooo! More Xanga time!
Tomorrow, about 5-7 students (being driven by teachers) are going on
a field trip to Big Bear Mountain to go Skiing/Snowboarding!^_^ I
can't wait til we get there, then its ALL TACKLING and SNOWBALL
FIGHTS!!! O.O!!!
WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE....BUT the bad thing is that we have to wake up at 4am and get to school by 6:30 x_x
~Justin | | |
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